I want to start first by saying that the last 3 weeks were just amazing.....I spent the last week of November in Casa, to work for a multinational called G3P; they are in the building filed … I was responsible for their stand in the international holding meeting 2006 in casa (Salon international de batiment) , it’s a really big international event, where all the big building companies meet…. It was such a great experience especially that my dad is in the filed, it was so funny because many people recognized me…. By the way this company is own by one of my dad’s friend, it’s an Austrian Moroccan company… they are operating all over the world….. During the event I have been interviewed by 2M, they come to me because I was one of the youngest participants, so being watched in the Arabic and French news was an amazing thing especially that it was a Saturday so as the journalist said I have been watched by more than the half of the country…anyway, because of that event I cannot even count how many opportunities of job I have… The first one is with this company, they want me to work as a part time now and once I graduate to stay with them and work either here or in Austria….. I’m still thinking about the part time job and then we will see….after that week; I had to be ready for our first Aiesec national conference. I have been chosen to be one of the facilitators… It was my first experience as Faci, I learnt a lot from that experience …. I spent 3 days working hard to help all the new delegates to understand more Aiesec… and I’m so happy that Samia my new girlfriend was there… Samia is a Moroccan cute girl that I love her so much …… she is someone special, everyone loves her , at least she is honest and not fake at all….. I really believe that when God close such a horrible door in my life he has opened a really wonderful one… Thank you samia for being who you are… 3 weeks ago I was sad because of the fact that I just realized that I wasted one year and half of my life with someone who doesn’t deserve all what I did, I really want to ask all my friends to forgive me; my family because this person come and share things with them, I m really sorry and you all know how sorry I m… but it’s fine now; it’s done and over …. To be with Samia is the best thing that has ever happened to me …… I know that I will probably not spend my whole life with her but at least I know that I will never regret that I have been with her one day, I really hope that It will work for us and even if something happened and we don’t stay together, I will never lose her, she is now a really important person in my life…. I learnt lot of my previous mistakes I have made a lot but all my closest friend know which was the big one…now I have to get ready im going out…im so excited to see my mom this Sunday I have not seen her for a long time she was traveling again….
Friday, December 08, 2006
Monday, November 06, 2006
The best birthday ever
i dont know with what to start , i have never been that happy in my life , it's all what i can say , my birthday was on the 31 st of october , it was last tuesday , i got calls , mails , messages all day long , it made me so happy to know that they are people all over the world who are here for me.... Monday night,my favorite uncle come to have dinner with me ,i was so happy to spend hours talking to him..... on tuesday morning , i found sarah , one of the girl that i respect and love the most ,waiting for me next to my car with her present , i almost cried it was someting that i was not excepting at all , thank you sarah for making me feel that special.. then i went to school , everyone knew that it was my birthday... So i heard happy birthday more than 100 times hehe it was nice..... then after class i met with few of my freinds like 10 to take a coffe, while there i got a call from Malta where marhiano a freind of mine from italy that i met in poland who is like a brother for me is , he was with Alicia a girl from spain who already come to Morocco and that i met in Malta few months ago , i was so happy to hear their voices, thank you guys for ur call .... on thursday i went out with Mariya and Loan , two girls that i just met few weeks ago , mariya is my classmate, she is my new sister i love her , she is so sweet , i go out with her and Loan a lot . we went to previlege it was really good . we had lot of fun . On friday night i went out with Mariya , Loan ; Bela , maro and all the others to Mombay a really nice pub , we had a really good night there also.Then on saturday , wowowowoow ,all what i can say , the most wonderful birthday party that i have ever had , we went out to Mombay first and then we went to Nirvana , one of the best night club where i have been in my life , it's a new night club in rabat , it was my night , Akram one of my best freind was the DJ with hakiks the best Dj of the MENA region in the TV's inside, , you could watch the show of Gad el Maleh , the funniest person that i know ... he is my favorite comedien and apparently i talk and look like him , it made me happy that they put him.... Everyone was there , Maro , Bela, mariya and loan , omar , lisa , the crazy mouad...................... the list is long , i spent the half of the night saying hey and thank you ...... The night was so good , around 2 am , i found my Professor of PR there , normally he had to travel but he stayed for me , i swear that i had tears , it was so sweet of him to come to my party , his name is karim he is still young , he is 28 , i love him we share lot of things , he told me that he will always be here for me... anyway , then after the night club , Maro , Akram and i went to eat , it was the best birthday party that i have ever had.....
At the end , i just want to thank everyone who come to my birthday party , or called me , or sent me an email or a message... Also a big thanks to all the persons who brought me presents....Even if i asked them to not bring me anything....
now i m 20 years old , i dont feel older, im still young and i still have lot of things to do in my life...And thanks to God i will do them because of the wonderful parents that i have and that will always support me , and also because of the real and good freinds that i have...
i dont know with what to start , i have never been that happy in my life , it's all what i can say , my birthday was on the 31 st of october , it was last tuesday , i got calls , mails , messages all day long , it made me so happy to know that they are people all over the world who are here for me.... Monday night,my favorite uncle come to have dinner with me ,i was so happy to spend hours talking to him..... on tuesday morning , i found sarah , one of the girl that i respect and love the most ,waiting for me next to my car with her present , i almost cried it was someting that i was not excepting at all , thank you sarah for making me feel that special.. then i went to school , everyone knew that it was my birthday... So i heard happy birthday more than 100 times hehe it was nice..... then after class i met with few of my freinds like 10 to take a coffe, while there i got a call from Malta where marhiano a freind of mine from italy that i met in poland who is like a brother for me is , he was with Alicia a girl from spain who already come to Morocco and that i met in Malta few months ago , i was so happy to hear their voices, thank you guys for ur call .... on thursday i went out with Mariya and Loan , two girls that i just met few weeks ago , mariya is my classmate, she is my new sister i love her , she is so sweet , i go out with her and Loan a lot . we went to previlege it was really good . we had lot of fun . On friday night i went out with Mariya , Loan ; Bela , maro and all the others to Mombay a really nice pub , we had a really good night there also.Then on saturday , wowowowoow ,all what i can say , the most wonderful birthday party that i have ever had , we went out to Mombay first and then we went to Nirvana , one of the best night club where i have been in my life , it's a new night club in rabat , it was my night , Akram one of my best freind was the DJ with hakiks the best Dj of the MENA region in the TV's inside, , you could watch the show of Gad el Maleh , the funniest person that i know ... he is my favorite comedien and apparently i talk and look like him , it made me happy that they put him.... Everyone was there , Maro , Bela, mariya and loan , omar , lisa , the crazy mouad...................... the list is long , i spent the half of the night saying hey and thank you ...... The night was so good , around 2 am , i found my Professor of PR there , normally he had to travel but he stayed for me , i swear that i had tears , it was so sweet of him to come to my party , his name is karim he is still young , he is 28 , i love him we share lot of things , he told me that he will always be here for me... anyway , then after the night club , Maro , Akram and i went to eat , it was the best birthday party that i have ever had.....
At the end , i just want to thank everyone who come to my birthday party , or called me , or sent me an email or a message... Also a big thanks to all the persons who brought me presents....Even if i asked them to not bring me anything....
now i m 20 years old , i dont feel older, im still young and i still have lot of things to do in my life...And thanks to God i will do them because of the wonderful parents that i have and that will always support me , and also because of the real and good freinds that i have...
Saturday, October 28, 2006
29 october 2006
i want to start by writing about what i have done the last few months , my summer was really cool , as always ,i traveled a little bit aroud Morocco , and then i went to the international AiESEC Congress in Poland , a country where i spent 23 days , i really enjoyed krakow a really beautiful city where i had a lot of fun with all the Moroccans but also with ppl from all over the world.The congress was also good , but it was really hard for me to work during the days and to party in nights but i m really proud of me i think that i did such a great job in both.... When i was back from poland on the 8 th ,i manged to not stop in Paris just to come and spend the last days that Melissa had here with her and at least to help her until her last minute here.... My cousin and 2 of my best freinds were waiting for me at the aerport because my mom was with the family in Oujda for one of my cousin's weeding and my dad was with my sister in France.... After a quick lunch in a freind house i went to see melissa , it was really hard to not really be who i am , i didn't want to make the situation harder for her, i tried to be as cold as possible ,anyway... After few hours i got a call from marouane one of my best freind to go and drive the cousin who come to pick me up to the aeroport , i didnt have time to talk to him ,im really sad about it.....After that my dad come from france but without my sister ,she is studying there now , she ll get her first master this year i m really proud and happy to have a sister like her. it's hard to not have her here with me she is my real best freind.... On the 12 of september one of the worst day in my whole life i woke up and had to drive melissa for the last time in my life to the aerport but also to kiss her , to hug her , to talk to her , to touch her , to see her, to smile to her , to smell her parfum... for the last time , that's why marouae wanted to go with me , he knew that i was just showing that i didnt care but inside i was , and i was really sad and im still sad but i know that it's the best for her , she ll be unhappy here , the thing is that im unhappy here now , i really dont know what to do , probably with time i will be fine and i will feel better......... On the 19th i started my new school , i really like it , except for the fact that i ve to study 10 courses this semester , i have really nice professors , im already known and loved by many students , that's why i love rabat my city , everyone knows everyone or almost everyone . After this ramadan started , the month was cool , i went out a lot especially with maro , mouad and the others and from time to time with bela a really nice girl and also maria one of my classmates, she is just amazing
for the end of ramadan i went to Marrakceh to spend sometime with the family but also for other things..........
A part from this my work in aiesec is going well thanks to God and almost everything in my life is fine .
i believe in one thing now that u can have all what u want in ur life , but sometimes the only things that u want to have or to happen you will never get them and
this life and i should understand this, im almost 20 years old ,only 3 days left....
i want to start by writing about what i have done the last few months , my summer was really cool , as always ,i traveled a little bit aroud Morocco , and then i went to the international AiESEC Congress in Poland , a country where i spent 23 days , i really enjoyed krakow a really beautiful city where i had a lot of fun with all the Moroccans but also with ppl from all over the world.The congress was also good , but it was really hard for me to work during the days and to party in nights but i m really proud of me i think that i did such a great job in both.... When i was back from poland on the 8 th ,i manged to not stop in Paris just to come and spend the last days that Melissa had here with her and at least to help her until her last minute here.... My cousin and 2 of my best freinds were waiting for me at the aerport because my mom was with the family in Oujda for one of my cousin's weeding and my dad was with my sister in France.... After a quick lunch in a freind house i went to see melissa , it was really hard to not really be who i am , i didn't want to make the situation harder for her, i tried to be as cold as possible ,anyway... After few hours i got a call from marouane one of my best freind to go and drive the cousin who come to pick me up to the aeroport , i didnt have time to talk to him ,im really sad about it.....After that my dad come from france but without my sister ,she is studying there now , she ll get her first master this year i m really proud and happy to have a sister like her. it's hard to not have her here with me she is my real best freind.... On the 12 of september one of the worst day in my whole life i woke up and had to drive melissa for the last time in my life to the aerport but also to kiss her , to hug her , to talk to her , to touch her , to see her, to smile to her , to smell her parfum... for the last time , that's why marouae wanted to go with me , he knew that i was just showing that i didnt care but inside i was , and i was really sad and im still sad but i know that it's the best for her , she ll be unhappy here , the thing is that im unhappy here now , i really dont know what to do , probably with time i will be fine and i will feel better......... On the 19th i started my new school , i really like it , except for the fact that i ve to study 10 courses this semester , i have really nice professors , im already known and loved by many students , that's why i love rabat my city , everyone knows everyone or almost everyone . After this ramadan started , the month was cool , i went out a lot especially with maro , mouad and the others and from time to time with bela a really nice girl and also maria one of my classmates, she is just amazing
for the end of ramadan i went to Marrakceh to spend sometime with the family but also for other things..........
A part from this my work in aiesec is going well thanks to God and almost everything in my life is fine .
i believe in one thing now that u can have all what u want in ur life , but sometimes the only things that u want to have or to happen you will never get them and
this life and i should understand this, im almost 20 years old ,only 3 days left....
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
"this last year with you has been a roller coaster ride..lots of downs, but lot of ups and spins and twirls. i have enjoyed this ride and i am looking forward to more because no matter where the ride take us , i love u "
melissa sue bautch
melissa sue bautch
almost 4 months that i didnt write anything ,i spent the last months trying to make melissa happy but all what i did or what i said just made her more sad than before,we went to essaouira and we r just back from chefchouen.Essaouira was really nice, we celebrate our first year.im so happy that im spending sometime with her especially that i ve too many things to do,im the international cooperation manager of aiesec in morocco,marketing excutive at united systems and solutions, and of course a freind to more than a 1000 persons,i like this period of the year because all my freinds and familly living abroad come and spend the summer here.im happy because of many things and so sad because i know that in few days melissa ll leave the country and probably never come back here.i know that we r so different,that we come from two different world ,but i do love her,i was ready to change for her ,or i ll say to make sacrifices for her,for me ,and us...I love Morocco , my religion , my culture...but im ready to leave morocco to usa for her,i know that im not going to be happy,im travelling since im 5 years old , every time i leave the country im sad.im not scared to livee far away from here i know that my familly ll be fine and also my freinds...anyway ,now i believe that im not the one for her, she deserves someone different who can make her feel so special , melissa is a really good person ,im so proud of her.to be with someone like her made me change a lot.i know she is not perfect she made lot of mistakes in her life,but i'm sure that in 10 years inchallah melissa ll be just perfect, she ll be a great mom , a good wife , im already jealous of her husband....... almsot everyone around me think that i should stay here , take my time cuz im still young,to not change cuz im really good the way i am..........i think that they r right ,she is just gonna be sad with me ;all what i can do for her now is to be with her as much as i can ,to make her as happy as i can do and to show her that all what she deserves in life is to be happy , i love her but it's not enough ....it's not her fault ,and probably not time ; im sure that for an americain girl to be with a moroccan is not an easy thing , i just wanna thank her for everything she did for me,i love her and im so scared of losing her , but it's life we cannot always have all what we want ..........
Sunday, April 09, 2006
trip to marrakech
en gros c etait comme d habitude a par que je suis parti avc denis et niki de malte ,alicia d espagne et plein de gens d aiesec et de l iihem ce que j ai aime le plus c est la baraque d un mec c est magnifique c est un riad dans lequel plein de stars passent des vacances mais sinon o programe y avai sorti au pacha ,jama el fna...........
j en ai marre d etre qui je suis j ai envie de change mais c est plus dur que je pense
comme on dit
trop bon trop con
en gros c etait comme d habitude a par que je suis parti avc denis et niki de malte ,alicia d espagne et plein de gens d aiesec et de l iihem ce que j ai aime le plus c est la baraque d un mec c est magnifique c est un riad dans lequel plein de stars passent des vacances mais sinon o programe y avai sorti au pacha ,jama el fna...........
j en ai marre d etre qui je suis j ai envie de change mais c est plus dur que je pense
comme on dit
trop bon trop con
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
malta+morrocco
how to explain my trip to malta and malya, first it's the best country i ve never been before ,people there are like moroccans i didnt feel abroad at all i wanna thank all the oc and im so happy that two of them r coming tomorrow i ll do my best to make them happy and feel the same way i felt there.
the conference was good and the hotel woooooooooooooo wonderful
malta was such a good experiance for me.
once back from malta all my freinds from france were here ,fanny walid and also my cousin amine was here so it was lot of fun i went on fridays and saturdays during 2 Weeks to platinum i was so tired of clubbing especially after wat i ve spent in malta but i had to i love my freinds and i love to spend time with them they ve always been here for me .im so glad because i ve them in my life.if im like this it's because of them and my family of course iwould love to know how to thank them all.ah also melissa's brother come i went to the aerport with walid and maro to pick them up it was nice to meet him he is a cool guy;he is older than me and he works hard wowow i can't be like him i cant ve the life he has but i really respect the person he is;and i hope i ll see him again of course here in morocco.
how to explain my trip to malta and malya, first it's the best country i ve never been before ,people there are like moroccans i didnt feel abroad at all i wanna thank all the oc and im so happy that two of them r coming tomorrow i ll do my best to make them happy and feel the same way i felt there.
the conference was good and the hotel woooooooooooooo wonderful
malta was such a good experiance for me.
once back from malta all my freinds from france were here ,fanny walid and also my cousin amine was here so it was lot of fun i went on fridays and saturdays during 2 Weeks to platinum i was so tired of clubbing especially after wat i ve spent in malta but i had to i love my freinds and i love to spend time with them they ve always been here for me .im so glad because i ve them in my life.if im like this it's because of them and my family of course iwould love to know how to thank them all.ah also melissa's brother come i went to the aerport with walid and maro to pick them up it was nice to meet him he is a cool guy;he is older than me and he works hard wowow i can't be like him i cant ve the life he has but i really respect the person he is;and i hope i ll see him again of course here in morocco.
ca fai super lgtps que je n ai rien ecrit,depuis la derniere fois ou j ai ecrit plein de chose ce sont passe dans ma vie,du 15 ou 23 fevrier je suis parti a malte avc 18 marocains de aiesec pour assiter à une conference Aiesec j etais le chef de la delegation c etait pas facile mais je crois que j ai assure on a gagne plein d awards on a tous assure labas je suis fier d avoir participe a cette conference surtout que c est la 1 ere fois que aiesec maroc envoi un tel nombre de membre
Sunday, February 12, 2006
i didnt write since a long time.My cousin amine is here im so happy to spend time with him,i had lot of probems with melissa but allhamdoulah everything is ok now and i hope forever.
yesterday we went to platunim i spent a really wonderful night everyone was there( my baby;amine,maro,akram,reda..........)fanny one of my best freind is coming tonight,walid also is coming in 10 days ,melissa's brother is coming im happy for her she needs to see her family;i would like to go one day there but it's hard to get a visa "IM JUST AN ARAB"even if my dad is the boss in a famous compagny but without his help i can't never go abroad it's hard but it's life.we went also to ride horse wowowowow it was so funny and im so happy cuz melissa was happy and that make me feel good to see here smile like this.on wednesday im going to malta for my second international conference but this time as the head of the moroccon delguation(22 persons) it's so strange for me im the youngest again.i really need to travel,malta is a good place.im gonna miss my baby but it's life.
yesterday we went to platunim i spent a really wonderful night everyone was there( my baby;amine,maro,akram,reda..........)fanny one of my best freind is coming tonight,walid also is coming in 10 days ,melissa's brother is coming im happy for her she needs to see her family;i would like to go one day there but it's hard to get a visa "IM JUST AN ARAB"even if my dad is the boss in a famous compagny but without his help i can't never go abroad it's hard but it's life.we went also to ride horse wowowowow it was so funny and im so happy cuz melissa was happy and that make me feel good to see here smile like this.on wednesday im going to malta for my second international conference but this time as the head of the moroccon delguation(22 persons) it's so strange for me im the youngest again.i really need to travel,malta is a good place.im gonna miss my baby but it's life.
